I've been.. x Johanna Marie

i've been thinking about you 
i often wondered why you never gave me a chance to love you 
even though you loved me too
you tried to silence my outspoken cries to be something more
with there's never a right time in life
i would have waited for you to be ready 
to jump into the deep end of trust 
but instead we tripped and love lost 
i took a wrong turn and lost who i thought 
i needed you to be for me 
i lost who i really needed me to be for me
i've been thinking about me now

- Johanna Marie