my self love still needs some work.
...to be honest, half of the time when I tweeted it, I meant physical haha
...but I love me for reasons I don't really talk about;
I love me because people have proven to not know how to, which translates as, if my loved ones loved me right, I wouldn't know how to love me.
The things I love about me are the flaws that others don't think I have (and not because I love my flaws but because I'm defiant).
I hate being an image, at any time, of who others think I am (people who don't know me) far more than I hate what is "wrong" with me. If I'm worthy of love because of who they think I am.. it gives me reason to believe that, if they knew me, I wouldn't be worthy anymore.
and that's alright, if it's true, in general but that sort of love doesn't suit me.
...and maybe I came to my ends by twisted means but any means necessary, right?
and those are all the reasons why when it may seem like I don't give a fck about opinions.. it's because I truly don't.
It's easier to live that way and essentially, there's no wrong way to do the right thing.. (I think)
Kimolee Eryn is an artist and writer who believes in creating for a purpose beyond the purpose of creating. She believes that a life should be lived not just to sustain itself but to cultivate peace, love and growth in all adjacent beings and hopes to exemplify that in all she does.